So I’m sitting here with another sinus infection and I’m struggling mentally because I can’t quite seem to figure out what to do with myself. Then I pick up my phone to read my new YouVersion bible app (it is truly amazing). I’m reading my Joyce Meyer Daily Devotional and today it spoke about relying on God. I do have a really independent spirit and I forget that sometimes all I need to do is stop and listen to what God is trying to tell me and I won’t feel so frustrated all the time.
My problem is I have no idea what to do with my time during the day, because of the economy a job is forthcoming and then I have Adult ADD so my attention span is very spotty sometimes, so whatever I figure out to do it has to be something that truly fulfills me.
I’m starting to get the feeling that just allowing God to take over instead of pushing so hard to make something work would be the best thing for me. I want to live the life that God has planned for me, it’s not always easy though because God doesn’t take away our freewill so we always get to do what we want to do, that’s the easy part. Doing the will of God is the hard part.
Has anyone ever had trouble placing their life in Gods hands?
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Yes I do sometimes. It is not that I do not trust him not do I have Faith. It is just my impatient side gets in the way of me waiting on him to order my steps. John 15:7 If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. God is GREAT so have the FAITH!!
I completely understand where you are coming from. Human nature I guess.